At the family reunion, my dad introduced his stepdaughter as “my real daughter” and told 40 relatives I was “the mistake from his first marriage.” Everyone laughed, like it was a harmless joke you could wash off with potato salad and sweet tea.

At the family reunion, my dad introduced his stepdaughter as “my real daughter” and told 40 relatives I was “the mistake from his first marriage.” Everyone laughed, like it was a harmless joke you could wash off with potato salad and sweet tea.

“Dalia, it’s Grandma.”

Eleanor Hicks. 81 years old. Sharp as a scalpel and twice as direct.

“You’re coming to the reunion this July. I don’t care what your father says.”

I hesitated. Last year, Richard told me the reunion was immediate family only. I found out later from a cousin’s Instagram that 35 people had been there. Vanessa posted a group photo with the caption, “The whole Hicks family together.” I wasn’t in it because I wasn’t invited.

“Grandma, I don’t know if I should—”

“I’m a Hicks. That’s not something he gets to decide.”

The way she said it—steady, certain—like she was reading from something older than all of us.

I couldn’t say no.

“Okay. I’ll be there.”

“Good. Wear something comfortable and bring your appetite.”

I smiled. It was the first time in months that anything about the name Hicks made me smile.

Two weeks later, I was packing a bag for a weekend shift when my phone buzzed. Unknown number. I almost ignored it. ER nurses get spam calls like other people get junk mail, but I opened it.

Hey babe. V said Richard’s going to do the family thing again this summer. You going to come watch the show?

I read it three times.

V. Vanessa. The family thing. The show.

The message wasn’t meant for me. Someone—a man, based on the tone—had the wrong number. Or rather, he had what used to be my number. The one I gave up at 18. The one Vanessa took over when I switched plans.

I stared at that text for 11 minutes.

Then I took a screenshot.

I didn’t reply. I didn’t block the number. I just saved it and put my phone face down on the nightstand.

For two weeks, I told myself it was nothing. A friend of Vanessa’s. An inside joke I didn’t understand. Maybe the show was a barbecue theme, and I was reading too much into an emoji.

Then the second message came. Same number. No text this time—just a photo.

Vanessa at a restaurant I didn’t recognize. A man across from her. Their hands were intertwined over a basket of bread. His thumb was tracing her knuckle. She was laughing with her head tilted back, the way people laugh when they’ve forgotten anyone might be watching.

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