“Son, there’s a problem with the account. The bank says I have almost no money.”
There was a silence on the other end of the line. Then his voice, casual, unconcerned.
“Oh yeah, I had to make some moves. Investments. Mom, don’t worry. The money is safe.”
“But what about my pension for this month?”
“I already used it to pay for some pending things. I’ll deposit something for you next week.”
He hung up before I could ask more. I just stood there, phone in hand, feeling that something was terribly wrong.
Next week came, and there was no deposit, nor the next. I called Julian one, two, five times. He always had an excuse.
“I’m busy, Mom. I already told you the money is invested. Why are you so insistent? You sound like a spoiled child.”
That last phrase hurt me more than all the others combined. I was not being spoiled. I was asking for my own money—the money Arthur had left for me to live my last years with dignity.
Two months passed. I started rationing food. I bought only the cheapest things: bread, rice, beans. Sometimes I would go the whole day with just a cup of tea and a piece of bread.
The neighbors started to notice. Mrs. Holly, who lived next door, knocked on my door one day with a container of soup.
“Eleanor, you look very thin. Are you eating well?”
I smiled and told her, “Yes, I was just on a diet.”
But she did not believe me. No one who knew me would believe that I, who always had a good appetite, would suddenly decide to go on a diet at 70 years old.
The cold got worse. It was winter, and I could not turn on the heat because the power bill was late. I wrapped myself in all the blankets I had. I went to bed early so I would not feel the cold so much. I got up late so I would not have to spend so many hours awake and hungry.
I called Julian crying one night.
“Son, please. I need my money. I have nothing to eat. I have nothing to pay the power bill.”
“Mom, again with this? I already explained the money is well invested. You know what? I think you’re getting senile. These worries are not normal.”
Senile? My own son was calling me senile because I asked for my money.
“I’m not senile, Julian. I’m starving.”
“You’re exaggerating. You’ve always been dramatic. I’ll bring you some things tomorrow.”
But tomorrow came, and no one came. Not the next day. Not the day after.
One afternoon, desperate, I walked to his house. It was almost three miles. My knees hurt horribly, but I did not even have money for the bus. When I arrived, I was sweating and shaking from the effort. I rang the doorbell.
Sophia opened the door. She looked me up and down with an expression I could not decipher.
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