She hung up.
I stood there with the phone in my hand, staring at the closed door of what had been my home for twenty years. My pink suitcase at my feet suddenly felt like it weighed a hundred pounds. A thin line of light glowed underneath the door.
Inside were my things. The photos of my late husband. The dresses I wore to my children’s weddings. My grandson’s toys. The china I inherited from my mother.
Everything was in there.
And I was out here.
A neighbor walked by and looked at me with mild curiosity. I pretended to be searching for something in my purse until she disappeared, because I could not let anyone see me like this. I couldn’t collapse in the hallway like a stranger who didn’t belong, but my legs wouldn’t respond the way I needed them to.
Five seconds of absolute silence passed while my mind tried to process what had just happened.
My son. My Lucas. The boy I raised alone after his father died. The same boy whose college tuition I paid for. The same boy whose childhood fevers I stayed up through, who clung to me at ten years old because other kids teased him for not having a father.
He did this to me.
I dialed Margaret.
My friend answered on the first ring. “Eleanor! How was the trip? You’re back already?”
“Margaret,” I said, and my voice cracked. “I need you to come over. I’m outside my apartment and I can’t get in.”
“What?” Her tone sharpened instantly. “Did you lose your keys?”
“No,” I whispered. “They changed the locks. Jessica says the place belongs to them now.”
Silence on the other end.
Then: “Don’t move. I’m on my way. Fifteen minutes.”
She hung up.
I let myself slide down to the floor, my back against the wall. The hallway was cold. Outside, it was beginning to get dark, and through the window at the end of the corridor I watched the city lights flicker on one by one, as if the world could keep moving even when mine had stopped.
Twenty-three years ago, when I moved here with my two young children, I never imagined it would end like this—sitting on the floor outside my own door, waiting for someone to come rescue me.
The elevator made a metallic noise. The doors opened and Margaret appeared, wearing her mustard-colored sweater, hair pulled back in a messy ponytail, clutching a plastic bag.
She saw me on the floor and her expression changed completely.
“Oh my God, Eleanor.”
She knelt beside me. “What happened? Tell me exactly.”
So I told her everything. Every word Jessica said. Every laugh. Every pause. Margaret listened with her lips pressed together, her hand squeezing mine harder and harder.
“That woman,” she whispered when I finished, voice shaking with fury.
“Margaret,” I said, “she said it was Lucas’s idea.”
Margaret shook her head. “I don’t believe it. Lucas adores you. There has to be something else.”
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