“It can’t be,” I whispered. “It can’t.”
But it was.
The two front doors opened. Two men got out. Even from a distance, even with the poor lighting, you could see they were not technicians or delivery guys or anything normal. They wore dark clothes, hooded jackets, and the way they moved was furtive, calculated. They stood for a moment in front of our gate, looking around.
My instinct was to scream, “Call the police, do something.” But I was paralyzed, watching as if it were a nightmare from which I could not wake up. One of them, the taller one, reached into his pocket. I expected him to pull out a crowbar, some tool to force entry. That would be a burglary. I could deal with a burglary. I could call the police, file a report, move on.
But what he pulled out of his pocket made my world come crashing down.
A key.
He had a key to our house.
“Mom,” Matthew’s voice trembled. “How do they have the key?”
I could not answer. I was too busy trying not to vomit. The man opened the gate as if he were the owner—without forcing, without breaking. He simply opened it. And then he walked to the front door, where he repeated the process. Another key. The door opened smoothly.
Only three people had a key to our house. Me. Richard. And the spare key that was in his office in the locked desk drawer.
The two men entered my house, into the house where I slept yesterday, where I made breakfast for Matthew this morning, where I felt safe. They did not turn on the lights. I could see beams of flashlights dancing behind the curtains. They were looking for something—or worse, they were preparing something.
I do not know how long I sat there frozen, watching. It could have been five minutes or fifty. Time had lost meaning. All that existed was that vision: two strangers inside my house with keys only my husband could have given them.
Then I smelled it. At first I thought I was imagining it, but it got stronger. A chemical smell. Strong. Gasoline.
“Mom, what is that smell?” Matthew asked.
And that was when I saw it. Smoke. It started small, just a thin thread coming out of the living-room window. Then another from the kitchen window. And then I saw the glow. That sinister orange glow that can only mean one thing.
Fire.
“No.”
I got out of the car without thinking.
“No. No. No.”
Matthew’s hand pulled me back.
“Mom, no. You cannot go there.”
He was right. I knew it. But it was my house. My things. The photos from when Matthew was born. The wedding dress kept in the closet. The drawings Matthew made that I stuck on the fridge. The blanket my grandmother knitted before she died.
Everything burning.
The flames grew fast, terrifyingly fast. In a matter of minutes, the living room was totally invaded. The fire licked the walls, broke the windows, climbed to the second floor where Matthew’s room was. That was when the siren started. Someone must have seen the smoke and called the fire department. The dark van sped off without turning on its lights, disappearing around the corner seconds before the first fire truck appeared.
I was shaking so much I could barely stand. Matthew was hugging me from behind, his little face buried in my back, sobbing.
“Matthew was right,” I murmured. “You were right, son. You were right. If we had gone back home, if I had not believed him, we would be in there now, sleeping, unknowing, and those men would have… would have…”
I could not complete the thought. My legs gave way, and I fell to my knees right there in the middle of the dark street, watching my life turn into ashes.
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