I woke up in an ambulance, pain searing through my abdomen. A familiar face hovered over me.
“Myra. Myra, can you hear me?”
Marcus Smith—an emergency physician at my hospital. We’d worked together for two years.
“Marcus,” I tried to say, but my voice came out wrong. Thin. Weak. “What’s happening?”
“You were in an accident,” he said. “We’re taking you in now. Possible internal bleeding. You’re going to need surgery.”
Surgery.
The word hit me like a second collision.
“My kids,” I choked out. I grabbed his arm. “Lily and Lucas. They’re with the sitter. She leaves at eight.”
Marcus checked his watch. “It’s 7:15.”
Forty-five minutes.
I had forty-five minutes to find someone to watch my children while doctors cut me open.
I fumbled for my phone with shaking hands. Blood smeared across the screen as I pulled up my parents’ number. It rang four times.
“Myra,” Dad answered, impatient. “We’re about to leave. What is it?”
“Dad, I need help.” The words tumbled out between gasps. “I was in an accident. I’m being taken to the hospital. They said I need surgery. Please—I need you and Mom to watch the twins for a few hours.”
Silence.
“Hold on,” he said.
I heard muffled voices. My mother’s tone—sharp and annoyed. Vanessa’s laugh in the background.
Then the line went quiet.
My phone buzzed with a notification.
Family group chat. The message was from my mother:
“Myra, you’ve always been a nuisance and a burden. We have Taylor Swift tickets with Vanessa tonight. We’ve been planning this for months. Figure it out yourself.”
I read it twice. Three times.
The words didn’t change.
A second message appeared—from Dad: “You’re a doctor. You’re used to hospitals. Don’t make this into a bigger deal than it needs to be.”
Then Vanessa: not words. Just a laughing emoji.
That was it.
That was all I was worth to them.
A laughing emoji while I lay bleeding in an ambulance.
Marcus was watching me. I didn’t realize he could see my screen until he spoke.
“Myra,” he said carefully. “What did they say?”
I couldn’t answer.
Something cracked open inside me—and it wasn’t only the internal bleeding.
“I need a phone,” I whispered. “A phone with internet. Mine’s dying.”
He handed me his without question.
I searched emergency nanny services. Found one with 24-hour availability. Called. Explained the situation in clipped, professional sentences.
Yes, I would pay triple the rate. Yes, I would provide handoff instructions. Yes, I authorized the payment immediately.
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