“You’re awake.”
“I’m fine.”
“You’re not.”
He propped himself up on one elbow, studying my face in the darkness.
“What happened?”
So I told him all of it. Marcus listened without interrupting. When I finished, he was quiet for a long moment.
“Then what do you want to do?”
“I don’t know.” My voice cracked. “I hate that he’s asking for money, but I also—”
I stopped, ashamed of what I was about to admit.
“I’m scared of walking alone in front of everyone. One hundred eighty-seven people watching me and my own father sitting there smirking because he won.”
Marcus reached for my hand.
“You don’t need him to walk that aisle, Dorene.”
“I know, but—”
“But nothing.” His voice was gentle but firm. “Whatever you decide, I’m with you. If you want to pay him, I’ll write the check myself. If you want to walk alone, I’ll be waiting at the end. If you want to cancel the whole thing and elope on a beach somewhere, I’ll pack a bag right now.”
I almost laughed. Almost.
“The decision is yours,” he said. “But I need you to know something.”
“What?”
He squeezed my hand.
“You’re stronger than you think. And you won’t be alone. Not ever.”
I didn’t understand what he meant. Not yet. But I would.
Two days later, I made my choice.
May 5th, a Sunday morning. I sat at the kitchen table with my coffee going cold, phone in hand, heart pounding. My father answered on the second ring.
“Dorene. Good news. I—”
“I’m not paying you, Dad.”
Silence, then a slow exhale.
“That’s your decision?”
“Yes.”
“Fine.” His voice hardened. “Then I won’t be walking you anywhere. You can stumble down that aisle by yourself.”
“I understand.”
“But here’s the thing, sweetheart.” He was almost enjoying this now. I could hear it. “I’m still coming. I’ll be right there in the front row watching. I want to see the look on everyone’s face when the bride’s own father won’t stand beside her.”
My grip tightened on the phone.
“That’s your right.”
“It is. And when this whole thing blows up in your face, when your soldier can’t pay the bills and you come crawling back, remember this moment. Remember that you chose this.”
“I will. Goodbye, Dad.”
The line went dead.
I set the phone down. My hands were trembling, but something else was happening too—something that felt almost like relief.
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