“You don’t have to resign,” I said for the dozenth time.
“Yes, I do.” His voice was tired but resolute. “I can’t preach about the sanctity of marriage when my own wife made a mockery of it. The congregation deserves better.”
Dad had aged years in the past seventy-two hours. The lines around his eyes were deeper, his shoulders more stooped, but there was something peaceful about him, too—like a man who’d been carrying a weight he didn’t know was there until it was finally lifted.
“What will you do?”
“I’ve been offered a position at a small church in Vermont. Interim pastor while they search for someone permanent. It’ll give me time to figure out what comes next.”
“And Mom?”
His face hardened.
“Your mother has made her choices. She can live with the consequences.”
Through the window, I could see Diana loading suitcases into her car. She was moving in with her sister in Baltimore, the only family member who would still speak to her.
“Have you talked to her at all?”
“Once—to tell her I’d filed for divorce.”
The word hung in the air between us. Divorce. In our family, that word had been unthinkable. My parents had been married for thirty-one years, had built their entire lives around the idea of until death do us part.
“I’m sorry, Dad.”
“Don’t be. You saved me from living a lie.”
A knock at the front door interrupted us. Dad went to answer it while I continued packing his books. I could hear low voices in the hallway, then footsteps approaching the study.
“Celeste.”
Dad appeared in the doorway with Judge Reed behind him.
Harrison Reed looked like he’d aged as much as my father. His usually immaculate appearance was rumpled, his eyes hollow with exhaustion and shame.
“Judge Reed,” I said, standing up, smoothing my jeans. “I’m surprised to see you.”
“I needed to apologize,” he said simply. “For my son, for what he put you through, for what he put both our families through.”
I studied his face, looking for signs of blame or resentment, but found only genuine remorse.
“Thank you. But you’re not responsible for Nathaniel’s choices.”
“Aren’t I?” His laugh was bitter. “I raised him to believe he was entitled to whatever he wanted, that his charm and good looks would get him out of any trouble. I created the man who betrayed you.”
“No,” I said firmly. “You raised a son. He chose to become a man without honor. That’s on him.”
Judge Reed nodded slowly.
“Victoria and I are getting counseling, trying to figure out where we went wrong, how we failed him so completely.”
“Don’t let his failures define your marriage,” I said. “Some people are just broken inside. It doesn’t mean everyone who loved them is broken, too.”
He studied me for a long moment.
“You’re remarkable, you know that? Most people would be destroyed by what happened to you. Instead, you’re offering wisdom to a foolish old man.”
“I learned from the best,” I said, glancing at my father.
Six months later, I stood in the gardens behind my new apartment in Alexandria, Virginia, watching spring emerge from winter’s grip. Cherry blossoms dotted the landscape like pink confetti, and the air smelled of fresh grass and possibility. My phone rang—Dad’s weekly check-in call.
“How’s Vermont?” I asked without preamble.
“Beautiful. Peaceful. The congregation here is small but genuine. No politics, no drama, just faith and community.”
“Are you happy?”
“I’m getting there. What about you? How’s the new job?”
Three months earlier, I’d been offered a position as senior editor at a prestigious publishing house in New York. The salary was substantial, the work challenging, and best of all, it was far away from the wreckage of my old life.
“I love it,” I said honestly. “The city, the work, the anonymity. I can walk down the street and just be Celeste, not that woman from the wedding video.”
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