He could see it on my face.
He just picked up my bag, put his arm around my shoulders, and walked me to the truck.
We drove home in silence.
Not the uncomfortable kind.
The kind where someone loves you enough to know that words would only make it heavier.
When we got inside, I sat down on the couch. I didn’t take off my jacket. I didn’t turn on the lights.
I just sat there in the dark living room while Tommy locked the front door and put the kettle on.
Then it hit me.
Not slowly. Not like a wave building.
Like a wall falling.
I pressed my face into the throw pillow and cried in a way I hadn’t cried since I was a child—loud, graceless, shaking.
Tommy sat beside me. He put his hand on my back, and he didn’t say a word.
Not it’s okay. Not they don’t deserve you. Not any of the things people say when they don’t know what else to offer.
He just stayed.
After a long time, I sat up, wiped my face with my sleeve, and turned off my phone.
I didn’t want to hear from anyone in Ohio.
Not tonight. Not yet.
The next morning, I did what I always do.
Got up at five. Made coffee. Sat on the front porch in my bathrobe with the mug warm in my hands, watching the Denver sky lighten from black to gray to blue.
Was I wrong to go? Was I wrong to hope?
I kept turning it over like a stone in my pocket I couldn’t stop touching.
And then—at exactly 6:07 a.m.—I heard a car pull up.
I didn’t recognize the truck at first.
A dusty white pickup, road grime on the fenders, Ohio plates.
It parked crooked against the curb like whoever was driving had stopped in a hurry.
The engine ticked in the morning quiet.
Then the driver’s door opened, and my father stepped out.
Gerald Mitchell. Sixty-four years old.
Rumpled flannel shirt—the same one from the party. Eyes red-rimmed. Hair pushed to one side from fourteen hours of leaning against a headrest.
He looked like he’d aged five years overnight.
Mom came around from the passenger side.
She was holding the gold box, rewrapped, the torn corner patched with fresh tape.
She clutched it against her chest like it might fly away.
They stood at the end of my walkway—twenty feet of concrete between us.
Dad didn’t move. He just stood there, hands at his sides, mouth working like he was chewing on something that wouldn’t go down.
Fourteen hours of driving and he still didn’t know what to say first.
I stayed on the porch—coffee in hand, bathrobe, bare feet on cold wood.
We looked at each other.
The neighborhood was waking up. A dog barked somewhere. A sprinkler hissed two doors down.
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