“I would be honored, dear,” he said, his voice thick. “Absolutely honored.”
“Thank you, Da—” I caught myself and quickly added, “Uncle Billy.”
Tyler drove us home. About ten minutes into the drive, he glanced at me.
“You had the letter,” he said. “You were going to tell him.”
“I know.”
“Why didn’t you?”
I watched the streetlights blur past before answering. “Because Grandma spent 30 years making sure I never felt like I didn’t belong. I’m not going to walk into that man’s living room and blow apart his marriage, his daughters’ world, and his sense of who he is—for what? So I can have a conversation?”
Tyler said nothing.
“Grandma called it cowardice,” I continued. “What she did. But I think it was love. And I understand that now more than I did this morning.”
“And if he never finds out?” Tyler asked quietly.
“Billy is already doing one of the most important things a father can do. He’s going to walk me down that aisle. He just doesn’t know why it matters as much as it does.”
Tyler reached across and laced his fingers with mine.
We married on a Saturday in October, in a small chapel outside the city. I wore the sixty-year-old ivory silk dress, altered by my own hands.
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