Then it broke.
Two years later, I was in my room when Meredith came in. She looked different—like the air had been knocked out of her. She knelt in front of me, her hands icy as she held mine.
“Sweetheart… Daddy isn’t coming home.”
“From work?” I asked.
Her lips trembled. “At all.”
The funeral blurred together—black clothes, heavy flowers, strangers telling me they were sorry.
As the years passed, the explanation never changed.
“It was a car accident,” Meredith would say. “Nothing anyone could have prevented.”
When I was ten, I started asking questions.
“Was he tired? Was he speeding?”
She hesitated. Then repeated, “It was an accident.”
I never imagined there was anything more to it.
Eventually, Meredith remarried. I was fourteen.
“I already have a dad,” I told her firmly.
She squeezed my hand. “No one is replacing him. You’re just gaining more love.”
When my little sister was born, Meredith brought me to meet her first.
“Come see your sister,” she said.
That small gesture reassured me that I still mattered.
Two years later, when my brother arrived, I helped with bottles and diapers while Meredith caught her breath.
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