My mom died when I was four — that’s a sentence I’ve lived with my whole life.
“You just left me… alone.”
When Michael got sick last year, I moved back into the house without hesitation. I made his food, I drove him to appointments, and I sat beside his bed when the pain turned him quiet.
I didn’t do any of it out of obligation.
I did it because he was my father in every way that mattered.
After the funeral, the house buzzed with polite murmurs and the soft clink of cutlery. Someone laughed too loudly near the kitchen, and a fork scraped a plate hard enough to turn heads.
I did it because he was my father.
I stood near the hallway table, nursing a glass of lemonade I hadn’t touched. The furniture still smelled like him — wood polish, aftershave, and the faint trace of that lavender soap he always claimed wasn’t his.
Aunt Sammie appeared at my side like she belonged there. She hugged me tight.
“You don’t have to stay here alone,” she murmured. “You can come home with me for a while.”
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