“Just hold on a little longer.”
My husband had “late meetings.” Weekend travel for “client dinners” that ran until midnight.
At first, I tried to be supportive.
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But by then, the cracks had started showing.
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One evening, about six months before everything exploded, Mark came home smelling of expensive perfume.
I stood in the kitchen holding Noah’s feeding syringe.
“That’s a new cologne,” I said.
“It’s a client dinner, Emily. Restaurants smell like perfume. Relax.”
I wanted to believe that explanation, so I swallowed my suspicion.
I tried to be supportive.
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But small things kept piling up.
Receipts for hotels when he claimed he’d stayed late at the office.
Text alerts on a phone turned face down.
And the biggest change of all was how he looked at me.
Or rather, how he stopped looking at me.
I had dark circles under my eyes. My clothes were usually wrinkled from lifting the boys all day. My hands smelled faintly of antiseptic.
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