“What’s this?” I asked.
“Nothing. Don’t touch it.”
That night, Ray sat behind me on my bed, hands trembling.
“Hold still,” he muttered, trying to braid my hair.
It looked terrible. I thought my heart might burst.
“Those girls talk very fast.”
When puberty arrived, he entered my room with a plastic bag and a red face.
“I bought… stuff,” he said, staring at the ceiling. “For when things happen.”
Pads, deodorant, cheap mascara.
“You watched YouTube,” I said.
He winced. “Those girls talk very fast.”
“You hear me? You’re not less.”
We didn’t have much money, but I never felt like a burden. He washed my hair in the kitchen sink, one hand supporting my neck, the other pouring water.
“It’s okay,” he’d murmur. “I got you.”
When I cried because I’d never dance or simply stand in a crowd, he’d sit on my bed, jaw clenched.
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