“What did they say?” I asked.
He looked past me. “Stage four. It’s everywhere.”
“How long?” I whispered.
He gave a small shrug. “They gave me numbers. I stopped listening.”
He tried to pretend nothing had changed.
He still cooked my eggs, even when his hand trembled. He still brushed my hair, though sometimes he had to pause and brace himself against the dresser, catching his breath.
Hospice came.
At night, I could hear him vomiting in the bathroom, then turning on the faucet.
Hospice came.
A nurse named Jamie arranged a bed in the living room. Machines buzzed softly. Medication schedules were taped to the fridge.
The night before he passed, he asked everyone to leave.
“Even me?” Jamie asked.
“You know you’re the best thing that ever happened to me, right?”
“Yeah,” he said. “Even you.”
He shuffled into my room and lowered himself into the chair beside my bed.
“Hey, kiddo,” he said.
“Hey,” I answered, already crying.
He took my hand. “You know you’re the best thing that ever happened to me, right?”
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