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When the social workers tried explaining the situation to him, Noah wrapped himself tightly around my leg.
“Please don’t make me sleep with strangers,” he whispered.
Something inside me broke open at that moment.
“Don’t worry, bud, it will be okay. I’ll do everything I can to take care of you.”
I had no right to promise him that.
At the time, I was working full-time, volunteering at the center, and putting myself through college while barely managing rent. I was twenty years old and barely capable of taking care of myself.
Still, I fought for Noah.
There was paperwork, home inspections, and background checks. Most weeks I lived off instant ramen. I cried almost every night in the shower, terrified that I was ruining both our lives.
But eventually, when Noah turned five, I officially adopted him.
Noah grew up without asking for much. He never complained about hand-me-down clothes and always helped with chores.
When he was ten, I once found him repairing his sneakers with duct tape because the sole was coming loose.
“Why didn’t you tell me they were falling apart?” I asked.
He looked confused. “They still work.”
I laughed at the time, thinking it was sweet. I didn’t realize what it actually meant.
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