I gently swayed back and forth, feeling the warm, solid weight of her small body against my chest. Her breathing was soft and incredibly peaceful.
Inside the warmly lit living room, my spouse, David, was stretched out comfortably on the plush sofa, reading a thick novel, a glass of red wine resting on the coffee table beside him. He looked up, catching my eye through the glass, and offered me a soft, loving smile that crinkled the corners of his eyes.
This was my family. My actual, chosen, deeply loving family.
I shifted my weight slightly, leaning against the balcony railing, and casually unlocked the tablet resting on the small patio table beside me. I was idly scrolling through a global news aggregator app, catching up on the day’s events.
A small, buried headline in the business section caught my eye.
Former Tech CEO Eleanor Vanguard Sentenced to Five Years in Federal Prison; Son Julian Vanguard Files for Second Bankruptcy Following Fraud Conviction.
I stared at the words on the glowing screen.
For a brief, fleeting second, I felt a strange, hollow echo deep in my chest. It was the ghost of a lonely, desperate child standing in a freezing server room, begging for the love of a woman who was incapable of giving it.
But the echo didn’t last. It faded almost instantly, washed away completely by the sound of my daughter’s gentle, rhythmic breathing and the sight of my husband turning a page in his book.
I locked the tablet screen, plunging the device into darkness, and set it face-down on the table.
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