Instead, my mother was nodding. Her lips were pursed, her expression one of vindication. See? her face said. This is what happens when you’re difficult.
My father muttered something to the man next to him, loud enough for me to hear. “Maybe that’ll knock some sense into her.”
And Daniel? My brother, whom I had protected from bullies on the playground, whom I had tutored and funded and loved? He looked at his new wife, then at me, and shrugged.
“Real family supports each other, Sab,” he called out. “You pushed her to this.”
Then, a slow clapping started. It began with my aunt, then my uncle, then Clarissa’s bridesmaids. A ripple of applause for the bride who “stood up for herself.”
It was a grotesque, surreal nightmare. They were applauding my humiliation.
I stood frozen, the heat in my cheek matching the fire in my soul. Tears burned behind my eyes, desperate to fall, but I refused to give them that satisfaction. If I cried, I lost. If I screamed, I was the crazy one.
I lifted my chin. I smoothed the front of my emerald dress. I looked Clarissa dead in the eye.
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