So that’s how my afternoon started.
I watched him leave, feeling the chill in the air settle deeper into my bones. My sister had reached out to me from beyond the grave. And whatever she wanted me to see, it wasn’t going to be something simple.
Stepping back from the weight of the warning, I headed straight for the restroom just to breathe without someone watching my face. Grief hit in waves, but confusion was the undertow, dragging me deeper every time I thought I had my footing. When I splashed cold water on my face, it didn’t clear my head. It only made the dread settle more firmly in my chest, like it had been waiting for permission.
I dried my hands on a thin paper towel and walked out before anyone could ask if I was holding up okay. I’d heard that question twenty times already, and every time it made me want to laugh in the least appropriate way.
Holding up.
My sister had just died under circumstances that didn’t add up. My mother looked like she might crumble if someone breathed wrong near her. And my father hadn’t spoken more than ten words since we arrived.
Holding up wasn’t even an option.
My phone buzzed in my pocket. The sound made me flinch. It was still too close to the tone I’d heard at the graveside when my sister’s boss called. His voice had cracked through the funeral haze like a warning siren.
I hadn’t told anyone what the man said because I was still deciding if I believed it. Before her death, my sister worked for him at a big defense contracting firm. They paid well, offered killer benefits, and demanded absolute loyalty. I knew the type. I’d worked with those companies during deployments. They didn’t get spooked easily.
But that man, he sounded spooked.
Outside the restroom, I scanned the room. My dad was sitting stiff in the back pew, staring ahead like he was still watching the casket. My mother sat beside him, twisting a tissue until it shredded. My brother Mitchell, always the talker, had somehow become the center of a small crowd, offering condolences. He managed nods and sad smiles at just the right moments, almost like he’d practiced.
I moved toward them, but halfway across the room, my steps faltered.
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