She said, in a bright, almost playful tone that did not match her eyes, that the greatest gift for her wedding would be me disappearing from our family.
For a moment, I thought I misheard her. My hands froze on the fabric. The room felt smaller, the air suddenly too thin.
Behind her, Gavin stepped into view. He was thirty-five, handsome in that perfectly groomed athletic way, wearing a fitted button-down and the same customer-service grin he gave everyone. Even now, it looked practiced, like something he kept in his pocket and clipped on whenever he needed to charm someone. He rested a hand on Evelyn’s shoulder with casual ownership.
He said I should not take it personally, that big life events bring out tensions and expectations, and that I often misread things. He said this as if I were a child who needed to calm down before she embarrassed herself.
I rose slowly from the floor. My heart was thudding, but not hurt the way it used to. Something else was moving inside me, something quiet and sharp. I told Evelyn I did not understand. She laughed softly under her breath, as if the question itself annoyed her, then said that I had a way of clouding her energy, that I always brought complications to events that were supposed to be joyful. She said it was her time now, her turn to build a life that was hers alone, not one tied to old grief or obligations.
Obligations. That word landed harder than her earlier jab. Because I remembered another time when she said she did not want obligations. I remembered standing in a tiny condo in Racine, the condo that had belonged to our mom, the condo I had spent two years renovating after college with money I saved from every freelance job I could get. Evelyn had cried when I gave it to her as a gift, telling me she wanted her own space but still wanted to feel close to family. I had been twenty-nine then, overworked but proud, thinking that starting fresh together was the right thing.
I reminded myself of that memory as I looked at her now. She had wanted that condo so badly. She had promised to take care of it, to treat it as a stepping stone toward a better future for both of us. Then Gavin came along, and everything started shifting. I asked her quietly if she truly wanted me gone. If she truly believed I was standing in the way of her happiness.
Gavin spoke before she could answer. He stepped forward just enough to block a portion of her reflection in the mirror. He said Evelyn deserved peace on her big day, and that sometimes family members caused problems without meaning to. He said that I tended to stir things up. He even mentioned a time years ago when I suggested Evelyn take a job she hated, and he framed it like it was proof that I always complicated her life. Evelyn nodded along to every word he said.
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