I saw it in the way she held her babies close, like they were the most important thing in the world. When she had her first child, she cried with happiness. By the time her fourth arrived, she joked that her heart had stretched so far it might burst, but she always said it with a smile.
Her husband Daniel adored her. Together they made a home that felt alive. Their house was always a little cluttered, always loud, always full of kids running through the hallways and toys underfoot. My husband and I had two children of our own, and the two families blended naturally. We spent holidays together. We took vacations that were messy and wonderful. We hosted backyard cookouts where the kids ran wild while Rachel and I sat on the porch, talking about everything and nothing.
It felt like the kind of life you could depend on.
Then one ordinary afternoon, the foundation cracked.
Daniel was in a traffic incident on his way home from work and never made it back. I still remember the phone call. Rachel did not sound hysterical. She did not scream or sob. Her voice was worse than that.
It was empty.
Flat.
As if her spirit had stepped out of her body and left her words behind.
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