“Thanks,” she said. “Some of us are actually moving forward, you know? Taking risks.”
I felt the flash of anger starting somewhere below my ribs.
“What does that have to do with me?” I asked.
“We’ve decided,” Mom said, “that it’s time for you to do the same. Time to push yourself. You can’t keep… hiding here. You need to stand on your own two feet. The way Sarah is.”
“You think living here has been hiding?” I asked, incredulous. “You think I haven’t been independent?”
“You’ve been at the same job for five years, honey,” Mom said, her tone taking on that cloying pity I hated. “It’s time to challenge yourself.”
Sarah crossed her arms. “Honestly, Lev, you’ve gotten comfortable. Did you ever think about applying somewhere bigger? Or starting your own business? Or getting a Masters? You’re just… existing.”
I stared at her.
“I’ve been promoted four times in those five years,” I said quietly. “I manage a team of twelve. I oversee HR for companies with a combined staff of over three thousand. I do executive recruitment. I advise CEOs on organizational strategy. I just got promoted to vice president.”
They froze.
“What?” Dad said.
“You never told us,” Mom added, her mouth dropping open.
“You never asked,” I replied.
“That can’t be right,” Sarah said, scoffing. “You’re in… HR. How hard can that be?”
I felt something dislodge in me.
“You have no idea what I do,” I said. “None of you do. Because every time I try to talk about work, it turns into a conversation about your internships or your group projects or the time you got an A on a communications theory paper.”
“Don’t make this about jealousy,” Mom warned.
“I’m not jealous,” I said, laughing once, bitterly. “I’m exhausted.”
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