At home, I was the one asked to pick Sarah up when she blew a tire because she’d driven on them down to the threads. I was the one expected to watch her dog when she went on last-minute trips. I was the one who got nagged about dishes in the sink even when they weren’t mine.
“Don’t you want more out of life?” Mom would ask, sliding another bougie magazine into the recycling bin that had “TOP 30 UNDER 30” splashed across the cover.
“I do,” I’d say. “That’s why I’m working my ass off.”
She’d blink, like I’d answered a different question than the one she’d asked.
Sarah finally graduated when I was twenty-five.
My parents threw a party with balloons and a custom cake shaped like a diploma and a chocolate fondue fountain. There were banners. Custom napkins. A photo montage slideshow that played on a loop on a rented projector. They invited her friends, their friends, relatives we hadn’t seen in a decade.
When I graduated, they took me to that same mid-range Mexican place and called it a day.
It was Tuesday in March when everything finally snapped.
I was twenty-eight by then, technically twenty-six when this whole saga really started, but time blurs when you live the same arguments on loop.
That day, I came home buzzing.
I’d just gotten the news: another promotion, this time with a raise big enough to make my head spin. Vice President of Human Resources. A twenty-nine-year-old VP at a firm that had started paying attention to national rankings.
I had big plans.
Move out. Finally. Area rugs and a nice couch and wine glasses that all matched. Maybe a plant I’d keep alive.
I pulled into the driveway of our little stucco house with its chipped paint and its pride flags and its poorly trimmed bushes and rehearsed how I was going to tell them.
This time, surely, they would see me.
I walked in the front door and knew something was off in an instant.
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