Rebecca drove up for the ceremony. She helped me pick out a dress, the first new piece of clothing I’d bought in two years that wasn’t from a thrift store. Navy blue. Simple. Elegant.
“You look like a CEO,” she said.
“I feel like I’m going to throw up.”
“Same thing, probably.”
The night before graduation, I couldn’t sleep. Not from nerves, not exactly. I kept wondering what I would feel when I saw them. Would the old pain come rushing back? Would I want them to hurt the way I’d hurt?
I stared at the ceiling until 3 a.m., searching for answers. What I found surprised me.
I didn’t want revenge. I didn’t want them to suffer.
I just wanted to be free.
And tomorrow, one way or another, I would be.
Graduation morning, May 17th. Bright sun, perfect blue sky, the kind of weather that felt almost ironic.
Whitmore’s stadium seated 3,000. By 9 a.m., it was nearly full. Families pouring through the gates, flowers and balloons everywhere, the hum of excited conversation filling the air.
I arrived early, slipping in through the faculty entrance. My regalia was different from the other graduates. Standard black gown, yes, but across my shoulders lay the gold sash of valedictorian. Pinned to my chest was the Whitfield Scholar medallion, its bronze surface catching the morning light.
I took my seat in the VIP section at the front of the stage area, reserved for honors students, for speakers. Twenty feet away, in the general graduate section, Victoria was taking selfies with her friends. She hadn’t seen me yet.
And in the front row of the audience, dead center, best seats in the house, sat my parents.
Dad wore his navy suit, the one he saved for important occasions. Mom had on a cream-colored dress, a massive bouquet of roses in her lap. Between them sat an empty chair, probably reserved for coats and purses. Not for me. Never for me.
Dad was fiddling with his camera, adjusting settings, preparing to capture Victoria’s moment. Mom was smiling, waving at someone across the aisle. They looked so happy, so proud.
They had no idea.
Part 5
The university president approached the podium. The crowd hushed.
“Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to Whitmore University’s Class of 2025 commencement ceremony.”
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