I read the message. Then I put my phone face down and went back to my essay.
The truth? I couldn’t afford a plane ticket. But even if I could, I wasn’t sure I wanted to go.
That Christmas, I sat alone in my rented room with a cup of instant noodles and a tiny paper Christmas tree Rebecca had made me. No family. No present. No drama.
It was somehow the most peaceful holiday I’d ever had.
The email arrived at 6:47 am on a Tuesday in September, senior year.
Subject: Whitfield Foundation. Final Round Notification.
My hands were shaking so badly I could barely scroll.
Dear Miss Townsend, congratulations. Out of 200 applicants, you have been selected as one of 50 finalists for the Whitfield Scholarship.
The final round will consist of an in-person interview at our New York headquarters.
Fifty finalists. Twenty winners.
I had a 40% chance if all things were equal. But things were never equal.
The interview was scheduled for a Friday in New York, 800 miles away. I checked my bank account: $847. A last-minute flight would cost $400 minimum. A hotel would eat the rest. And I had rent due in two weeks.
I was about to close the laptop when Rebecca knocked on my door.
“Frankie, you look like you saw a ghost.”
I showed her the email.
She screamed. Literally screamed.
“You’re going,” she said. “End of discussion.”
“Beck, I can’t afford—”
“Bus ticket: $53. Leaves Thursday night, arrives Friday morning. I’ll lend you the money.”
“I can’t ask you to.”
“You’re not asking. I’m telling.”
She grabbed my shoulders.
“Frankie, this is your shot. You don’t get another one.”
So I took the bus. Eight hours overnight, arriving in Manhattan at 5 am with a stiff neck and a borrowed blazer from the thrift store.
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