I held out the test.
For one heartbeat he did not understand. Then he did.
He removed his glasses very slowly. “Lara.”
I sat beside him. “I know.”
“You’re sure?”
“No,” I said, because my voice had stopped belonging to me. “But the little stick is annoyingly confident.”
He stared at it, then at me, then back at it as if numbers had failed him for the first time in his life.
I had expected fear. I had expected calculations. I had expected some practical discussion about doctors and stress and timing and the war this would ignite.
Instead tears filled his eyes.
He covered his mouth with one hand and looked away.
“Raúl?”
When he turned back, his face was open in a way I had never seen. Wonder, grief, joy, terror—everything at once.
“Elena always wanted…” He stopped and shook his head. “I never thought—at my age—after everything—”
I took his hand. It was trembling.
He laughed through the tears. “You marry me to save my house and now the universe decides subtlety is for other people.”
That broke me and I laughed too, and then somehow we were both crying, the ridiculousness and tenderness of it too large for any cleaner response.
The doctor confirmed it two days later. Eight weeks. Healthy so far. Early, precarious, real.
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