“Reads. Sometimes watches the news, but only for 30 minutes, then he turns it off. On Fridays, he sometimes has a glass of whiskey in the sitting room.” Grace smiled. “He talks to himself sometimes when he’s in the study. Very quietly. I don’t think he knows he does it.”
Rebecca smiled at that. “Does he have family who visit?”
Grace thought for a moment. “He has a friend, Mr. Benjamin, who comes from time to time. They’ve known each other since they were boys. Other than that…” She shrugged gently. “No, not really. No wife, no children that I know of.”
She paused, looking down at her tea. “It is a big house for 1 person, but that is his choice, and I have learned not to wonder about it too loudly.”
Rebecca looked out at the garden again. A small brown bird had landed on the fence and was sitting there doing nothing in particular, looking around with quick, bright eyes.
No children that I know of.
She did not know why those words sat in her chest for a moment before moving on.
She finished her tea, helped Grace wash the cups, and said her goodbyes at the gate.
“Monday morning,” Grace said, holding the gate open. “7:00. Don’t be late. He will notice.”
“I won’t be late,” Rebecca said.
She walked back down the palm-tree-lined street toward the bus stop, her bag over her shoulder, the midday sun warm on the back of her neck. The city was loud again out there: honking, voices, the smell of roasting food drifting from somewhere nearby. She let it wash over her.
It is a big house for 1 person.
She thought about the neat garden, the perfectly arranged kitchen cabinets, the quiet study, the man who ate alone and read alone and moved through his large, beautiful house like a person who had made peace with his own silence.
She thought about her mother’s small apartment, where everything had been just enough, where the needle moved in and out of fabric by the window, where the birthday cakes were small and slightly lopsided, and everything was warm with being loved.
She thought about her father, the one whose name she carried as a question, not an answer.
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