Agent Reed’s eyes narrowed. “Did he give you a key, a code, an address?”
“No,” I said. “Only stories. Lots of stories.”
Agent Reed nodded like he expected that.
Then he leaned back. “Mrs. Miller, I need to ask a hard question.”
I braced myself.
He asked, “Has Jason ever been cruel to you before?”
I looked down. “Cruel is a strong word,” I said.
But then I remembered things I used to excuse. The way he never visited unless he needed something. The way he rolled his eyes when I spoke too slowly. The way he called my home old-fashioned and said, “It smells like old people.” The way Ashley laughed when Jason mocked my small car. The way Jason once said, “Mom, you are lucky I still keep you around.”
I felt shame rise in my chest.
“He has been unkind,” I admitted. “For years. But I kept telling myself he was stressed, or busy, or that success changed him.”
Agent Reed nodded slowly. “Sometimes,” he said, “people show you who they are in small ways before they show you in big ways.”
I stared at the table. “I should have listened,” I whispered.
“Do not blame yourself,” he said. “They used your love. That is what makes this so cruel.”
My phone buzzed again on the table.
Agent Reed glanced at it. Another unknown text.
He turned the screen so I could see.
If you talk, your son will not survive this.
My chest tightened so fast it felt like a hand squeezed my heart.
I gasped.
Agent Reed’s eyes flashed. “This is intimidation,” he said. “And it is also manipulation. They want you scared for Jason, so you protect him.”
I covered my mouth. “They said he will not survive this,” I whispered. “Are they going to hurt him?”
Agent Reed took a slow breath. “We do not know,” he said. “But we do know this. People who threaten like that are not bluffing for fun. They do it because they have leverage, or because they are dangerous, or both.”
I started to cry silently.
I did not want my son hurt. Even now, even after what he did to me, that is the terrible thing about being a mother. Your heart does not stop loving just because your mind knows the truth.
Agent Reed lowered his voice. “Mrs. Miller,” he said, “I need you to remember this. Your son made choices. If someone comes for him, it is because of his choices, not because of your truth.”
I wiped my cheeks. “But if I talk, he could be hurt,” I said.
Agent Reed leaned forward. “If you do not talk, he will keep using you, and those people will keep owning him, and that will put you in danger again, and it will put other people in danger, too.”
“Other people,” I repeated.
He nodded. “The donors,” he said. “The kids the charity claims to help. Your neighbors—anyone who stands in the way of the truth.”
The room felt heavy with fear.
Then the female agent by the door spoke, her voice low. “Daniel,” she said, “Jason is asking for his mother. He says he will not talk unless he sees her.”
Agent Reed’s eyes turned sharp. “No,” he said immediately.
“He is insisting,” she replied. “He is telling the officers he is worried about her. He is putting on a show.”
Agent Reed looked at me. “Mrs. Miller,” he said, “you need to understand something. Jason may try to pull your heartstrings. He may act scared. He may act sorry, but he is thinking about one thing right now.”
“What?” I asked.
“Control,” he said. “He wants to control what you say.”
My throat tightened.
Still, a part of me wanted to see my son. I wanted to look him in the eyes and ask why. I wanted to hear him admit it.
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