Rachel followed my gaze, her expression hardening slightly. She’d heard enough stories over four years to form her own opinions about my father. “Well,” she said finally, squeezing my hand, “now they get to see what they almost missed.”
The ceremony passed in a blur. When they called “Natalie Richards, summa cum laude,” my friends cheered wildly as promised. From my position on stage, I could see my mother clapping enthusiastically, Tyler joining in with genuine smiles. James offered restrained applause. My father’s hands came together exactly three times, the minimum requirement of acknowledgement.
Still, they had come. That had to mean something.
After the ceremony, I navigated through the crowd toward them, my pulse racing with a confused mixture of hope and dread. My mother reached me first, pulling me into a perfume-scented embrace.
“I’m so proud of you,” she whispered fiercely. “So, so proud.”
Tyler gave me an awkward but sincere hug. “Nice job, sis. Berkeley looks good on you.”
James offered a stiff handshake. “Congratulations on your achievement.”
My father remained slightly apart, evaluating me as though I were a balance sheet with concerning numbers. “Natalie,” he said finally, extending his hand formally. “Congratulations.”
I shook it, feeling the familiar distance despite our physical proximity. “Thank you for coming. I thought you had an important meeting.”
“Plans change,” he replied cryptically.
Before the conversation could become more strained, Stephanie bounded over with her family, followed by Rachel, Marcus, and his parents. Introductions were made, with my friends’ families filling the awkward gaps with cheerful chatter about the ceremony and plans for celebration.
“We’ve made lunch reservations for everyone at Bayside Restaurant,” Marcus’s father announced. “Our treat. We’re celebrating all these amazing graduates.”
My father’s jaw tightened at being included in someone else’s plans, but my mother jumped in quickly. “How thoughtful. We’d be delighted.”
The restaurant gathering was an exercise in contrasting worlds. My California life collided with my Chicago past as conversations about law school plans and campus memories mixed uncomfortably with my father’s probing questions about starting salaries and firm rankings.
While my friends’ parents spoke about their children with unabashed pride, my father found ways to turn each of my accomplishments into a question.
“Yale Law School has accepted you. Interesting choice. I would have thought Harvard would align better with serious career objectives.”
“Constitutional law focus. Rather abstract when corporate law offers more substantial opportunities.”
“Student body president. Administrative experience is valuable. Though I wonder if your time might have been better spent on judicial internships.”
With each comment, my friends exchanged glances, and their parents became increasingly bewildered by my father’s inability to simply celebrate his daughter’s achievements. My mother attempted to redirect conversations while my brothers looked increasingly uncomfortable.
As lunch progressed, Tyler made a genuine effort to connect, asking about my favorite classes and experiences in California. When I mentioned Professor Williams and her mentorship, he seemed genuinely interested.
“She sounds amazing,” he said. “You always did need strong teachers who challenged you.”
My father cut in before I could respond. “What Natalie has always needed is practical guidance. These academic mentors fill students’ heads with idealistic notions that don’t translate to the real world.”
The table fell awkwardly silent.
Marcus’s mother, June, who had been nothing but warm all day, finally spoke up. “Well, from what we’ve seen, your daughter has a remarkable ability to translate her education into practical skills. Her work with that corporate accountability firm was quite impressive.”
My father’s eyebrows raised slightly. “Corporate accountability? What exactly does that entail?”
The tone in his voice made my stomach tighten. We were approaching dangerous territory.
“We investigate corporate fraud and represent whistleblowers,” I explained carefully. “The firm specializes in cases where companies have misled investors or engaged in financial misconduct.”
Something flickered across my father’s face, so quickly I might have missed it if I hadn’t spent a lifetime studying his expressions for signs of approval or disapproval.
“Sounds like glorified tattling,” he said dismissively. “The business world requires discretion and loyalty.”
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