At first, Grant still came to physical therapy appointments with her. He sat through every brutal session at Reed Performance Rehab, watching Marcus Reed coax her upright between parallel bars while sweat ran down her spine and rage made her vision shake.
“You’re stronger than you think,” Marcus would say.
“I’m tired of hearing that.”
“That’s fine,” he’d reply. “Keep hearing it anyway.”
Grant used to kiss her temple after each session and say, “You killed it.”
But sometime after Christmas, the rhythm changed.
He missed one appointment because of a deposition.
Then another because a client from Boston was in town.
Then a third because a merger meeting ran late.
His apologies were careful. His excuses were plausible. That was almost the cruelest part. There are betrayals so sloppy they announce themselves. Grant’s began in tailored pieces.
He started coming home later. Bringing his phone into the shower. Answering ordinary questions like they were accusations.
“How was your day?” could make him sigh.
“Fine.”
“Busy?”
“Obviously.”
“I was just asking.”
“And I’m just answering.”
When Evelyn said nothing, he would rub his face and soften. “Sorry. I’m fried. It’s not you.”
She wanted to believe that. She tried. Marriage, after all, is partly an art of generous interpretation.
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